snowflakes, hugs and her❄️

winters, days get slow, nights get longer, people fall sick to the season change, but this season, I'm falling sick on the memories

memories, of the person who saw me growing more than my parents, no less than a lover, my grandma.

2 winters down without her but this season isn't ready to give up on our little memories

dear grandma, if you read this, I want you to know that the sweaters you once knitted for the 4 year old suhani still give her warmth when she looks at them, she still wears socks while going to bed and all thanks to you, she's still a cap person 

however, this season, she's been missing you a lot, the food you made her, your 6 am maggi n chai chit chats, the way you loved her hair more than yours 

her love hate relation with leafy greens isn't going well because you are no more here to feed her

yet she stargazes you every night, to show you how she's been doing her best, living her days to the fullest 

she's hoping you're somewhere there, proud of her and giving her the energy she needs

the bed which once had you n me in winters is just about me and your platonic presence now. Only if i knew that, that friday was the last time I could've hugged you, i would've never let you go

everyone in the park misses you these days. I see the sun in denial of shining. Little does the sun know that you're right beside him, my brightest star, making me shine everyday

I love myself because a part of you will always be a part of me

iloveyou~

add ons to life: memories to nurture, thoughts to express and people to grow with<4